Thursday, October 23, 2003

Taken Aback
Eman asked me out again last night..i didnt know what to say! I mean, at times, I'd regret saying no the first time..but...hes not christian, and I want to date a christian, if i date anyone. And the way he acts around his other friends..well, I hate it. Then, I wonder why God had this happen right when I wanted so bad to be closer to Him. I've heard other stories, where people got really frusterated because they took certain things as being a distraction..when in the end it turned out to be the thing that drew them closer to Him. I dont want to turn away from this because it may be that thing that draws me to Him. Then, I wonder...what if its the thing that pushes me away?! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!

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